Performative Male

I wish I hadn't said how I was here I wish I was the right type of queer I wish that girls didn't think I'm weird I wish I wasn't so big and feared I wish I didn't hide behind my beard I wish I was cute and sweet and Demure and sexy When I swipe my hair behind my ear Look, I know I'm a loser I know I was born a no-good abuser I know I'm a man, I know I'm a boozer I'm doing everything that I can To not be a man so you can still like me I hide it all away, disgusting, unsightly I don't even like me, I don't even like me I'm doing everything that I can To not be a man To not be a chauvinist pig A glovy, any man's plainy piece of shit A man is hit pick Who only thinks with his stick Obsessed like a child with his little shrimp of dick Look, I know I'm a loser I know I was born a no-good abuser I know I'm a man, I know I'm a boozer I'm doing everything that I can To not be a man so you can still like me I hide it all away, disgusting, unsightly I don't even like me, I don't even like me I'm doing everything that I can To not be a man Look, I know I'm a loser I know I was born a no-good abuser I know I'm a man, I know I'm a boozer I'm doing everything that I can To not be a man so you can still like me I hide it all away, disgusting, unsightly I don't even like me, I don't even like me I'm doing everything that I can To not be a man